Merry Christmas one and all

To all my readers,
merry Christmas to you all
yeah

unfortunately for me

This Christmas sucks

to the max

A few days ago,

I might have looked forward to celebrating it

but

something came up

and totally killed the mood

I will never be the same again

because I realized that after 6 months

the epilogue of Prodigal

Maddie goes off to the states

Devon, well, we don't hear of him anymore

Liz and Jarrod, are yet unmarried

and live separated by distance

as for Richard, the "pro" with women,
he loses Bailey after a loveless romance
when he gave his all heart to her.

Well, this story sucks
but it is real.
I never thought it would end like this
But ah, the drama, the irony, the angst
the sheer art and genius
truly the answer is found to the philosophical question:
Art imitates life or life imitates art?
nothing can be so full of tragedy than real life itself

I ascribe to Lucanus when he states:
"God is our Adversary, and we are made to strive with Him"
such is the lot of man
there is no other reason to explain the sad reality
of perfection revealed
and suddenly taken away
leaving only the forlorn to his pining
Since He is my enemy and I am to contend with Him
then let us contend
He shall defeat me, as He is God
but I am a man
and I shall not back down from a fight
not when it has been brought to me
I will go down with pride
I will be Richard